everything is happening so fast..

i know i havent said much in awhile. ive been so busy, keeping up with my studies, reading Bieber Love Stories lol, and doing all the normal stuff. But recently, actually almost a month ago, My Grandpa (Ken Pace, hes a photopraher) he recently was at the shoot for Justin Bieber's U Smile music video. My grandpa met Justin and Justin's grandpa at the shoot. I actually think that's pretty awesome. My grandpa said Justin was either shy or stressed with only being 16 and having to work 24/7. But anyway, everything is kinda uptight over here. Everything is happening so fast, and everyone is just so stresssed, including me.

the next chapter

this is the 12chapter of my life. Every year when i blow out the candles, the book of my life turns a page. and my next chapter turns December 23. It'd be the 13 chapter! =) super excited for that moment. i do not have much to say after that. so i guess this is... until i write again?! which could be tonight. but def tomorrow <3

chasing my dreams

okay well I'm chasing the (my) dream. Slowly but getting there i finally got up the nerve to ask my mom about barbizon.com I'm going to sign up this week or next. Found a barbizon academy really close to home. That's awesome. i cant wait to study what i want ACTING and MUSIC!!! (including the regular studies, math, history, science, language arts, gym, art, music that type of stuff). But i hate the regular stuff though....

I really want to sing and act as a career in the future (when I'm a teenager, hopefully)
but i do wonder if i am actually a good singer. My mom says "SING" when starting singing and realized that people were actually listening. but shes never told me if i am good or a bad singer. or even in between. But my two cousins Jamar and Jaylin told me that i was pretty good. That's it. But Ive been told that i am a really good actress when Missoula Children's Theater comes to my town. by a lot of people actually.
but im trying to put myself out there and not get my heart broken if they say No.

visiting Zoe at the hospital

concert

so i went to a Demi Lovato and Jonas Brothers concert March 7th 2010. i loved it! it was the best time of my life! @the end of the concert me and my mom stood outside waiting for them. And they were wearing hoodie jackets they walked by me (like less then 10 feet away) it was awesome. I would have gone after them but they were heading for a interview in california and the concert was in Houston, Texas. so yeah. say hello to a JET! haha. theres some pictures of Demi, the stage with Kevin on it rockin out, outside the concert, our hotel and the concert right behind the hotel, joe singing his heart out to his girl fans, and the stage before the concert, i actually saw the boys' on the stage before the concert it was awesome. best experience of my life.

Today i get presents!

Well, since i won't be here for my birthday or christmas im getting my presents today. i know im getting: books, hannah montana poster, boots, miley max clothes, and some other stuff.. But tomorrow/ today i get the presents with Danielle.. ugh, i wish i could've had a birthday by myself for once.

I'm going to Indiana

Well as i said on the title, I am going to Indiana for my birthday/ Christmas/ New Years with my family, Well half of it anyway! lol. I'm leaving on Dec. 17th 2009 and coming back Jan. 5th 2010. I'
m excited but nervous at the same time. Because, I have to fly to Indiana for like 5hrs and i didn't want to stay longer then 2 weeks but my Aunt's and my Dad's girlfriend April are paying my way down there. So, i kinda have to stay 3weeks. And for Christmas i am suppose to be my Dad's present this year. He doesn't know that i am coming down at all, its a surprise. And i'm suppose to keep this secret from my brother James Blake and my dad. This is nuts!!!! I can't keep secrets for long. I leave in a week and 1 day now. And i have the butterflies.